My mind's unweaving.

Thursday, May 31, 2007 - 8:36 PM

haha.. today is vesak day.. so no school.. but still got tuition.. zz.. but when i went for tuition, the place cannot be open.. so tuition is cancelled..
sian lar.. tml still got school.. wth.. sighh... everyday gt school til 8june..
hmm.. today quite alright.. only stupid eugene say those tags that shocked me at first, but just meant to be a joke only.. muahaha...
feeling kinda tired now.. maybe going to sleep soon.. =)

Labels: The greatest science in the world; in heaven and on earth; is love.

Wednesday, May 30, 2007 - 1:24 PM

hmmm... chemistry practical exam today... can say easier than physics practical exam.. haha..
after practical exam, had a long break... sighh.. saw what should not be saw.. feel damn sad when saw.. and worst with same person.. but, i cant do anything, i'm not someone to you..
aiya.. don't wanna talk about it anymore.. everytime change my mood to bad.. i hate it!
anyway, got my Founders' Man award and a staff sergeant rank today.. even though i was promoted, i wasn't happy still..
i wonder why things must always happen the way i don't want it to be.. maybe is god who want to make a fool out of me? aiya.. i dunno la!! i really really dunno.. i feel lost..
just hope that faster graduated from secondary school and forget forget whatever sad things in secondary school..
sighh.. my post always looked so depressing.. but... no choice.. because i always feel sad..
there's nothing that can make me happy except *you*
zzzz.... going mingchuan house soon... haha.. asking his mother to help us sew up the velcro on our uniform..
hmm.. cya all..

You can understand the facts of life.
But facts of love are much different.
To love you love someone or someone loves you..
But when you both love each other you're in love with one another.
First become friends and let it go.
Then get serious and get together.
Just make yourself known as a person not as someone you don't want to be known as...

Labels: i miss joy =)

Tuesday, May 29, 2007 - 9:24 PM

hm... today went school to have physics practical exam.. saw her on the way to school too.. then walked with her to school.. hmm.. we are the first 2 to reached school.. followed by eugene and zhining.. haha.. we 4 were not late for exam.. haha..
after lesson, went to have lunch and played soccer at the nearby open area.. muahaha..
went home after that..
hmm.. went home then went out again..
came back feeling damn fed up and feel very irritated when someone nag at me..
hmm.. just feel very easy agitated after that..
hmm.. thats all ba.. tml still got chemistry practical exam.. zz...

*Love is the best medicine, and there is more than enough to go around once you open your heart.

Labels: hmm.. joy had gone.. haha..

Monday, May 28, 2007 - 8:08 PM

hmm. had 'o' level chinese paper today.. haha.. first time have the feeling of 'o' level examination feeling.. at first, the feeling was scary.. but during the paper2, the feeling had gone.. haha.. went play pool with glenn, eugene & allon.. haha.. then went home play dota with friends..
tml have physics practical test.. zz... played tennis with bro today but only for awhile as my thumb is really damn pain with broken blisters.. anyone teach me how to cure blister? huiying!! teach me.. muahaha..
aww.. that's all.. hehe.. later gonna watch the '' xin fu shuan ren chuan'' last epsiode..!! oh no!! haha..

Labels: Your persistence is your measure of faith in yourself

Sunday, May 27, 2007 - 8:09 PM

* Me & lil cousin

*Me & my lil cousin

*CHEESE*

- 5:42 PM

hmm.. my uncle and his family came my house today... haha.. played with the cute little baby girl.. went swimming with them too.. hmm.. maybe will post some photos of the baby later.. muahaha.. gonna buy dinner with my bro now for them... sighh...

' you're the only reason for me to continue to breathe on, Whatever you say in the future, my
heart will never say '' no ''

* 你是我呼吸的唯一一个，以后你说什么，我的心里不会说不。*

Labels: good luck for those taking chinese 'o' level tomorrow..

Saturday, May 26, 2007 - 10:32 AM

monkeys kept in the cage and put on sales...

looking to the camera..

a big jug of sugar cane..only S$1.90

the food that we ate finished..

Labels: 你是我呼吸的唯一一个，以后你说什么，我的心里不会说不。

Friday, May 25, 2007 - 11:59 PM

woots.. just came back from malaysia.. wa.. today walked alot.. haha.. and my grandma can say still very fit.. walked with us alot even though her legs are pain.. hmm.. never buy alot of things.. just bought alot of chocolates!!! muahaha.. and those are probably for *her*...
hmm.. went malaysia to eat alot.. lunch: pizza hut- cost 70RM plus** then dinner have it at a market which the food are nicee and cheap.. cost 86RM.. muahaha..
will upload some photos tml.. lazy to upload..

Thursday, May 24, 2007 - 10:13 PM

just came back from tuition.. hmm.. tml going malaysia with my sis, bro and darling grandma..
hmm.. at least can get to relax and talk to my cutest grandma.. at least i won't think so much things and i'm just going to break down anytime.. why is it that this month is an unlucky month for me!? so many bad things just happened to me.. haiss.. just feeling sucks!! why!!!
think i'll just sleep and keep myself occupied ba..

*you're the only who can make me smile & you're the only one who can make me cry*

Ask me how many times my heart has been broken
and I will tell you to look in the sky and count the stars.

Labels: Love is giving people the freedom to be the way they are, not trying to make them the way you want.

- 3:19 PM

today earlier part of school is quite alright.. but when the last 2 periods just sucks.. is not about my results.. hais.. shall not say..
maybe i am too sensitive or what.. i have no rights to stop you from doing things or intrude your private life.. i am just a busybody.. aiya.. just feeling sucks now!! i going to sleep now.. i don't want to care about anything right now and no more.. but everytime i cant do it.. why!!!??
i know i am no one special to you.. but you are a special one to me..

if i were blue,
would you be there for me,
and whisper in my ears that's ok.
would you stand by me,
let me hold you tight
and say you love me one more time.
if i feel good, would you slow dance with me,
and touch my lips with tender loving care.
would you die for me
would you run with me
and never look back
would you be there to love
to be with me?
would you swear that your love is always true?
would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breathe away?
would you be there to love
to be with me?
would you swear that your love is always true?
would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breath away?
would you be there..............

Labels: 4days more to 'o' level chinese..

Wednesday, May 23, 2007 - 11:11 PM

woots.. just came back.. haha..hmm.. today early departure again.. muahaha.. went home and sleep.. then went with my bro and sis to check their eyesights and went 'MAD JACK' to eat our dinner.. hmm.. the food there are quite nicee.. but i still think fish & co. is more nicee..
sighh.. fri gt to see mrs felicia teo.. roarr...... and sis and bro bringing my grandma to malaysia.. i wanna go!! haha.. maybe gonna tell mrs teo that my mum nt free.. see how la.. haha..
hmm.. think my mood had come back alrdy.. but shall talk less from now on...
good night everyone.... cya...

Love...
Why does it hurt?
Why does it ache?
Maybe because we love too much and too deep that somteimes we forget to keep a little for ourselves...
sad but true.

Labels: 5more days to 'o' level chinese...........

Tuesday, May 22, 2007 - 3:50 PM

hmm.. today had early departure from sch.. as it is really damn boring in class.. almost whole day doing nothing.. almost all teachers never come.. so must well go for my dental appointment early and can go home sleep..
school holidays are approaching.. woootss...

Kindness in words creates confidence,
Kindness in thinking creates profoundness,
Kindness in giving creates love.

Labels: 6more days to 'o' level chinese..

Monday, May 21, 2007 - 8:14 PM

woots.. these few days keep going down my house to exercise different ways.. past 2 days played tennis with my bro and dint play today becos i having blisters at my thumb, therefore cannot play.. muahaha.. but we went swimming instead.. sooo long since i last went swimming with my cousin.. hmm..
woah.. this morning had a bad dream.. cried in the middle of the night.. muahaha.. shall nt say much.. just feel damn sad today.. becos of that stupid dream... sighh..

Labels: 7more days to 'o' level chinese.. jiayou

Sunday, May 20, 2007 - 10:05 PM

hm.. nth to post.. haha.. tml sch starts again.. sian..

I’m going to smile and make you think I’m happy,
I’m going to laugh, so you don’t see me cry,
I’m going to let you go in style, and even if it kills me-I’m going to smile.

Labels: 8more days to 'o' level chinese..

Saturday, May 19, 2007 - 8:37 PM

hmm.. lets talk about today..
went play pool with friends in the afternoon..
came home and rest awhile then go gym and then play tennis with my brother.. haha..
just came home nt long.. feeling damn tired.... sighh..
hmm..
thats all.. nothing to post in these fews days.. got to go bathe now.. cya......

Love is giving people the freedom to be the way they are, not trying to make them the way you want.

Labels: 9 more days to ' 0 ' level chinese examination...

Friday, May 18, 2007 - 10:20 PM

hmm.. no mood to post anything.. haha..
just want to add on to eugene post.. haha.. yea.. i agree with eugene!! muahaha..
pls la.. actor!! we had enough of it.. especially eugene.. stop acting and show your true colours!!
u have no balls and nt fit to be a guy!! stop acting like a nice, caring guy.. yuckss.. you're just an asshole and disgrace to your country..
u have no intergrity and irritating bastard.. stop being arrogant and your f***ing snobbish looks..

hmm.. those agrees , pls tag with names that i know..

Labels: but friendship is priceless, Gems may be precious

Thursday, May 17, 2007 - 10:24 PM

sighh.. today a moody day for me.. hais.. now i have learnt my lessons.. from now onwards, i not going to be care about other people problems, unless is my close friends.. nothing to post about today but just feeling very very tired... O'level chinese is 1&1/2 weeks time.. zz.. sian.. everyday have more chinese periods.. but for our class is good.. haha..
hais.. just received sms from joyy.. zz.. cancelled tml meeting.. but nvm.. i hope she's alright.. haha..
thats all.. good night everyone..

You can never get to peace and inner security without first acknowledging all of the good things in your life. If you're forever wanting and longing for more without first appreciating things the way they are, you'll stay in discord.

Labels: Love is the best medicine and there is more than enough to go around once you open your heart

Wednesday, May 16, 2007 - 6:30 PM

sometimes really cant understand why some people like to force people to do things which they already say they don't want.. come on la.. who are you to force or ask about someone private life things or the reasons for not going.. do you know that you are just an irritating idiot.. once people say they don't want to go or do anything, no one have the rights to force he/she.. i despise those people who force people do things which they don't wish to..
will you like someone forcing you to eat shit? no right? unless you are really an idiot..
will you force someone to love you if he/she don't love you? even if both of you are together, there will be no happiness and joy between both of you.. it's just a fake love and both of you are deceiving your own mind.. this is not the right way!
sometimes hope that people can be more persistent in whatever they say and do.. don't be influence by some bloody idiots and change your decision.. the idiots who influences you have no rights to force you change ur mind..
if there's a will, there's always a way!
Is just that are you willing to do it or not..

Labels: Your persistence is your measure of faith in yourself

- 3:00 PM

i feeling damn disappointed.. i thought i will pass my physics this time round, as i really depends on my physics because i know that i cannot do well in my chemistry.. sighh.. but luckily, this is the only the mid yr exam.. so i will try to buck up for the prelim exams..
hais.. this time examination sucks.. haahaa.. almost failed all.. haha.. bye..

Love is patient
love is kind
it does not envy
it does not boast
it is not proud
It is not rude
it is not self-seeking
it is not easily angered
it keeps no record of wrongs

Labels: The good you do today will be forgotten tomorrow.

Tuesday, May 15, 2007 - 3:06 PM

sigh.. today gt back some of my mid yr results.. i done badly for chemistry.. a real F9.. haha.. but i alrdy used to fail chemistry.. but dont expect myself to get til so lousy.. haha.. at least E8 will make me feel happy abit.. haha.. but nvm.. at least pass my chinese.. wootss...

Hey baby, when we are together, doing things that we love.
Everytime you're near I feel like I’m in heaven, feeling high I don’t want to let go, girl.
I just need you you to know girl. I don’t wanna run away, baby you’re the one I need tonight,
No promises.
Baby, now I need to hold you tight, I just wanna die in your arms I don’t want to run away, I want to stay forever, thru Time and Time..
No promises

Labels: How can I love again when I can't stop loving the one who hurts me so much?

Monday, May 14, 2007 - 10:23 PM

hmm.. hope eugene is okays right now... muahaha.. just now had a good talk with him.. he seems depressed like me.. lol.. but think he is alright now.. he is sad about alot of things.. shall not say anything out.. haha.. tml get back results.. hope today can sleep well.. sian.. saw from sinhan blog that only 12pple passed Social Studies in the whole secondary4 level? i nt sure issit true.. hope it is nt true.. how can it be? haha.. like that sure alot of people failed their combined humanities ley.. but nevertheless, haha.. i m used to failing subjects that i m weak at.. shall not give up on my chemistry til the O'level..because eugene influenced me not to give up.. haha.. hope i can improved on my CHEMISTRY in prelim ba.. cya.. gonna watch tv again.. muahaha.......

Labels: I can't imagine seeing life without you.

- 3:01 PM

back from school.. haha.. wonder why sometimes there are such hypocrites in this world.. they loves to talk bad behind pple.. and act so innocent in front.. pity those who treated them as friend and helped them in studies they faced, and in the end, kanna backstab.. wootss.. i also gt it before but i felt lucky as it is nt too late to break the friendship.. hypocrites are also the ones who intrude pple privacy and looked at their messages, and also like to let out secrets whom their friends trusted them so much.. this kind of person will get retribution next time..
hmm.. shall not talk more bout those hypocrites pple..
today is a good day.. the friendship between the 5 of us had got back again... i really want to say that '' glenn, u are really a brave guy who admit ur mistakes bravely..'' i still haven say sorry to ''him''.. tml meet him then say.. haha.. we must stay together as one..
sigh.. fail my chemistry again!! really cannot at least pass my chemistry at least one time.. today also unlucky day for me.. while doing chemistry practical, was talking to eugene and ask him dont play with the thermometer if nt later will break and i myself broke it.. secondly, spill the chemical on the table and xinyi also spilled.. haha.. then make our hands so slippery.. suay sia..
ok la.. that all for today.. hehe..

Labels: I’m going to let you go in style and even if it kills me- i'm going to smile

Sunday, May 13, 2007 - 10:51 PM

just came back from my grandma house.. went celebrate mothers' day at there.. haha.. quite a long time when i last saw my grandma.. today after soccer actually wanna go her house , but she go shopping with her groups of friends.. so enthu sia.. but is good.. haha.. sian... tml school starts again.. maybe get back our results for mid yr.. kns.. hope i can pass my chemistry.. i think i haven pass any major chemistry exams since sec3.. i only passed my class test.. hais.. dunno why i cant pass my chemistry... chemistry just soo boring lesson.. have no interests in chemistry.. haha.. thats all.. gonna watch tv now.. cya..

Labels: I’m going to smile and make you think I’m happy

- 1:33 PM

jus came home nt long ago.. tired.. played soccer at fajar with the usual people.. gonna sleep soon.. my neck quite pain.. zz.. think i dint sleep properly yesterday.. haha.. cya..

Labels: You can fall in love in an instant.

Saturday, May 12, 2007 - 8:40 PM

hees.. went to watch movie with eugene, mingchuan, glenn & allon.. then they went to bought bags at ZINC shop at LOT 1... haha... went mingchuan house awhile to play manjong.. but we only play 2 games and stopped alrdy... went home early as i m nt in the fun mood.. today just totally have no mood to do anything.. even if i do something, i will not have the heart to do it properly.. i am really very tired.. cya.. thats all for today...

Labels: The worst feeling in the world is giving all the love you have and knowing it will never be returned.

- 9:44 AM

yawn** kanna woke up by joyy... hehee... her msg woke me up.. but nvm.. hmm.. yay.. later going out to watch movie with eugene and maybe mingchuan.. hehe.. then play pool.. wa.. kinda long that i last watch movie.. the last movie i watched is ''mrbean holiday'' which is waste of money.. grr.. olevel chinese coming.. sighh.. will edit later in the day..

Labels: woots..

- 12:16 AM

muahaha.. just finish playing dota with the usual people.. We lost.. sigh.. til now, haven't recovered my sadness... will nt recover til............................... eugene shuld know.. haha....... good night everyone... zzzzzz...

My Heart Was Taken By You, Broken By You And Now In Pieces Because Of You..

Labels: My Heart Was Taken By You

Friday, May 11, 2007 - 5:37 PM

haha.. Joyy say must write alot of entries then she help me make the background entries... zz.. hmm.. at last, exams finish le.. i sooo happy that exams had ended.. but feel sad becos of something.. hais.. shall nt talk about it...

Labels: The feeling of loving someone deeply is nt a good feeling

- 5:08 PM

Oh yeah.. Just created this blog.. Thanks sooo much , Joyy.. U're the best!! muahaha.. I love this blogskin u made for me.. It took you several hours to make this skin.. Thanks once again..

Those three words
Are said too much
They're not enough

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me & just forget the world?
Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life

Let's waste time
chasing cars
Around our heads

Labels: The feeling of loving someone deeply is nt a good feeling