Wednesday, January 28, 2009 - 11:04 PM


happy chinese new year? hmm..
and once again, i miss you grandma.. !
first day of Chinese New Year ' 09
every year, on the 1st day of cny, we will go to si ma lu there and pray ard 3am. this year is still the same but instead with sister, brother and me but without grandma..
morning went to pray my dad's dad and after which went to pray mum's father and lastly my grandma... whenever i go see my grandma, tears will just automatically rolled down from my eyes.. my sister made 3 paper roses for her and put at her place and the 3 roses represents each of us.. hoping that she will always see the 3 of us everyday.. i wonder how is she right now over there? how i wish i can dream of her and talk to her and just let me sleep forever.. how i wish, how i wish. this year cny, i just feel lonely without grandma even though i was with my family. but without going to grandma house and bai nian to her, not able to drink the soup that she cooked specially for me, not able to eat reunion dinner cooked by her, not able to go temple with her, not able to talk to her, not able to joke with her, not able to complain to her about my life, not able to hear her laugh, not able to gamble with her, not able to get money from her to gamble.. so many things are gone...
I am sorry.. i promised you i will study hard.. but.... i know you won't angry with me because you just love ahboy !
i am sorry grandma ! but i will try my best ! i love you ! i love you ! (:

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